*If only...*

Because there are so many 'if only"(s), that also happens to be the reason on why we are never satisfied. Why we want more than what we have. Why we feel smaller than we should be feeling when in actual fact, we're actually pretty blessed.

One reason on why I never hope, is because hope crashes and burns.

I hate hoping and dreaming because it really defies the purpose. It just hurts more than anything actually. You just get disappointed over and over again..

So not worth it !!!!

You're the Greatest !

Because I know of your commitments..
Because I understand why is it you do the things you do or don't do..
Because I know that you're also in a difficult position..
Because I know you're doing these for all our sake as well..
Because I know you also wish to be able to provide more..

Therefore, I shall remain silent, contented, and thankful..

Although maybe still a lil guilty.. =P